LEAVE, YU IDIOT. GET UP AND LEAVE. i fcukin dreamt yu left with her, HAHA. a whole load of crap aye. thats the premonition im waiting to prove right. SO WHAT IF I FEEL HURT. SO WHAT IF I FEEL THE PAIN. so if yur strong on the outside and on the outside..does it mean i have to be like this too? maybe i'll be a loser to yu, a disappointment to yu. but i cant lie and tel yu i will be strong. at most i'll say i'll try. what do yu expect me to say to yu? "dont no me. dont defy me. dont defy me that the fact that evrything i say is correct." yu went back on yur word, yu moron. evrytime i start feelin a lil better, something comes and stop me from my journey. something that makes my heart pull me back from the happiness i was reaching. countless times, its been. how i wish things werent like this. that we could jst go back to the past, when we would play around and have fun like goofy dumbasses. at least evrything was fine and dandy, at least it wasnt as complicated as it is now. now evrything's gone from bad to worse. i flunked 3 subs, vball's getting out of hand again and now yu. fcuk man. why cant simplicity be true. i never once believed in it, i always said simplicity is a drop dead lie. it was, it is, it will be. life's complicated, i know. but -"dear God, please make mine less complicated. at least help me take away the lies, the hatred and the unhappy past. i wna forget them all."
Monday, October 24, 2005
I'll shoot you.